Tuesday

1) health
2) food
3) a bedroom
4) a pen & paper
5) e-mail
6) children!
7) music
8) Movies
9) peace
10) freedom

Monday

1) Visiting teachers
2) a plan
3) Gone with the Wind
4) refridgerators
5) heaters
6) candy
7) The ability to walk
8) " " " think
9) " " " Talk
10)" " " type

sunday

1) Faith
2) education
3) intelligence
4) purpose
5) warmer weather
6) friends
7) the reminder of what Love really is and my chance to do over
8) repentance
9) water
10) music
11) My life

sunday

How do I delete a post?

Saterday

1) ideas
2) art
3) The gift of music
4) hope
5) examples
6) The ability to be alive on the same planet as Nick
7) The potential to become
8) a good friend to listen to me
9) Dependability
10) The chance to say things without using plain english

Friday

1) robert - that he is happy
2) Hannah - reminding me what i want
3) matt - Being a great though evil friend
4) nick - being true, constant, and faithful
5) brandall - for being so strong
6) jim - for his wisdom
7) daniel beddingfield - for him example
8) Steve - for encouragement
9) Doug McMillan - for his example of charity
10) douglas lang - for being out loud and a person to channel my attention rewardably
11) David - for being a great guy no matter what!

Thursday

1) Scripture
2) magazines
3) prayer
4) warm beds
5) the knowledge that I can do what is right though it seems impossible
6) reliance of things other than good arguments
7) good music
8) progress
9) great children
10) great family / example
11) things that don't change

Wednesday

1) My brother Jeremy
2) shiloh, TN
3) Naturally catfish
4) The Bloody Pond
5) Hushpuppies
6) wills, to state that you don't want to be buried in a circle.
7) the ability to run
8) mud staind on my knees
9) bathroom stalls that make you feel like you are in a saloon
10) dead guys named Elmo
11) Adventures and wisking in general.

Writting

today as I listened to several of my songs, I was very glad that I wrote them so that I could know what it is like to write something that has value beyond what ws intended. There is no way I could forsee my life or condition, but my song/advice are unparalleled.

I got tpo thinking as i wrote about potential and how we could literally waste away waitng for it to be met. then I realized that nothing inlife comes to us by chance, it is by spirit that we learn all things, science and philsophy are good but fallible, the Spirit will never fail.

Tuesday

1) Agency
2) The greatest truths are mine not by sheer smarts either.
3) Preparedness
4) Yarn
5) tootsie rolls
6) the Book of mormon, I love to read
7) Insights
8) The Internet
9) Life
10) precognitive skills

Monday - Presidents day

1) healthy Children
2) a home
3) being able to accomplish my desires
4) the blessing to recognize my desires
5) my talents
6) Freedom
7) Chances
8) Cookies
9) good movies
10) People dedicated to teaching.

Sunday

1) My Children
2) Illness-an opportunity to learn
3) The things that I know of a certainty
4) Opportunities
5) Candy
6) The chance at a second chance
7) a friend who could actually make me question what I know
8) good teachers
9) Prayer
10) trials - mortal tests

Saturday

1) Matt
2) Nick
3) My children
4) hugs
5) my unwavering belief system and how it helps me
6) exposure to good works of art
7) ideas
8) inventions
9) my life
10) my lack of understanding sometimes. Ignorance is bliss sometimes.

Friday

1) eternal families
2) a place to eat and live
3) Good friends and their ideas
4) my kids
5) Patience to endure people
6) hope
7) no mrrors
8) bedtime
9) trusted promises
10) money when I have it. I won't loose it in the future of disbelieve its value for good.

Thursday

1) bestowed insight
2) little furry animals
3) oatmeal, and how easy it is
4) The people who toiled to make the mists of Avalon!
5) a washer and dryer!
6) arms and legs
7) heart and mind
8) memories
9) control of my own self/ life
10) Common sense & depth perception.

Wednesday

1) money
2) children
3) perspective
4) dreams
5) patience to endure stupidity.
6) Food
7) Peace of mind
8) the goodness that in encouraged by my friends.
9) the videos from Nick
10) time

Tuesday

1) The little things that I din't deserve, but get to learn the good lessons of a struggling artist anyway!
2) Free time
3) Parents who still after 30 years care about me and my kids.
4) Prayers
5) Health
6) Freedom
7) good ideas
8) hot water in abundance!
9) understanding things
10) good jokes

Monday

1) people who make me do smart things when I don't want to.
2) movies
3) music
4) the piano
5) prayer
6) miracles
7) ideas
8) exercise
9) my keyboard
10) The Internet

Sunday night

1) Matt Smith's comments and appreciation that demonstrate comprehension
2) Lectures on Faith
3) yarn
4) my phone conversations
5) Mississippi
6) Ideas
7) freedom
8) Agency
9) Opportunities
10) Books

Saturday

1) the lack of confusion
2) a place for everything
3) good friends
4) good parents
5) a love interest to die for
6) good children
7) health
8) freedom to dream
9) My country
10) good food

Friday

1) Tupelo
2) Hobby Lobby
3) Stamps
4) optical mice and wireless keyboards
5) good friends
6) Simple pleasures
7) The ability to make up my mind, for a while.
8) a better understanding that can only come through understanding the world round you, and its cruelty
9) Water
10) Electricity

Thursday Jan 10h

1) Matt
2) The things I have
3) a boy who wants me to move to Utah
4) when Cellphones work right
5) No headache
6) water
7) stories
8) that little *bling* When I get a message
9) Stamps and delivery people, great idea.
10) C.S. Lewis and other good examples

Wednesday

1) Letters from Uncle Matteroonie
2) Knitting pattern ideas
3) a good family
4) witty friends
5) Food
6) health
7) ideas
8) books
9) promises that can be trusted, second chances.
10) cell phones that fit in your pocket, and randomly call people, they make life interesting.

Tuesday Jan 8

1) getting up by myself
2) drinking with a straw
3) good memories
4) a reason to life
5) a supportive friend like nick
6) Emotions tht can drive me on to something better
7) a definate plan.
8) e-mail
9) Cell phones
10) Gyms to help you conquer the self.

Monday

Jan 7, 2008

My year! in case you didn't know it's mine. I claimed it first, so if you can call a country yours then I can claim a year.

1) Matt & his generosity
2) Water
3) natural laws of the universe
4) things that don't change
5) Animals
6) ideas
7) words
8) opposites
9) full names
10) Inherited things

Sunday

1) books
2) ideas
3) music
4) people
5) love
6) movies
7) sensitivity
8) recognition
9) Communication
10) home

Saturday

1) Peace of mind
2) Electronic gadgets that make life better
3) Decisiveness
4) Hibachi Chefs!
5) Car radios
6) Good books
7) Empty sheets of paper nd a writting utensil
8) the beauty of the earth.
9) the power of faith
10) the chance to repent

Friday

1) Music
2) Doors
3) parables
4) Language
5) good friends
6) yarn And the people who toil to make it. thank you!
7) bread
8) Sci-Fi Channel
9) Opportunities
10) proper perspective

Thursday

1) Nick
2) My family
3) My computer
4) The power of laughter
5) ideas
6) Music
7) things that work
8) Trying to make things work
9) The ability to create stuff
10) Birthdays! (Not mine though)

Emily Bronte!

Jan 2,2008 Wednesday

1) home
2) money
3) thoughts
4) opportunities
5) Good friends
6) Randomness
7) Laughter
8) Mississippi
9) food
10) My children

I really should've included Matt on this. A good friend from college, who was able to direct my thought towards a more comforting resolution without uprooting what I thought/believed already. I really love to talk to him, so much so that I am happier with my tradgedy and can honestly appreciate the negstive things in my life as opportunities! I was on the verge. I just needed a little shove.

Today my mom and I discussed how I could mke my dreams a reality, and I rediscovering all the dreams that truly make up me that I gave up when I found Brandall, and that was wrong. so very wrong, I hope that Inever understand what I was thinking. I want to resart here and redo things better.

a cool poem

Tuesday Jan 1rst

This will probably change, but here goes I hope I get a moment or two.
1) my home
2) my life
3) food
4) growing ability to understand and comprehend
5) being slightly ahead, almost prophetic, of what is to come
6) having good parents and genetics
7) good teachers for my kids!!!
8) CTR rings
9) my voice
10) ideas